I never thought I would live a year without God. An entire year. But here I am.
I miss him. I do. And I wish I could have him back and vice versa. But He is not simply a teddy bear that I mislaid in the grass somewhere.
He is not simply a teddy bear. The latter comes alone.
I feel you! it’s hard but fight the good fight because it is always dark before the light. I go through this struggle every day and you want to give up, because something in your conscious mind cant connect the dots of what they tell you, what they do, what you hear, what you know, and what you read.